longing, you re-read these;strained, uncontrolled, ’til something that isn’t feels real.
strength as a soft smile.“i shall not disparage you.i love you, now go.”
a depth you couldn’tshake, vastness beyond boredom;one glimpse and you’re sunk.
his final lesson:the moment you suspect it’spoison, stop drinking.
so many lessonslearned all while sure you’d neverteach me a damn thing
evening primrosesclose each night, betray themselves,as i did for you